so. im here. in st. charles il. my things are still (mostly) in boxes. my heart is broken and optimistic both. the sun is setting and tomorrow is thanksgiving.
this is a very hard thing.
i miss my mom and sister so much more than i thought i would this quickly. i think the missing comes so quickly because tomorrow IS thanksgiving, my first one without gram. and because i know that, right now, im not going home. this IS home now.
and i am so thankful for that. i am thankful for the welcome, and the support, and the love we have been given on both sides of the trip. i am thankful for the immeasurable amount of support, too. again on both sides.
but right now my heart is aching.
growing pains always hurt the worst.
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xo.
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I love you honey. You are a strong woman, as hard as this is know that we love you and support you and understand your heart. You will always be my baby girl and I love you more than words can say..
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